Mondays suck

I know it's only a week out from Christmas and I'm really happy about that, excited to share it with my girl this year, but this morning was a bit of a downer.

Miss C had found a job in the paper and was all excited about it and she told me her mum wanted her to go for it and I thought it sounded cool, an events planner for a catering school.
I was happy she'd found a job to get excited about.
Then after a little more discussion it turns out it would be based in Te Horo.
Now we've been talking about moving in together in the new year when my lease runs out and that thought has made us both REALLY happy.
But for that move to be away from Wellington again and up the coast is a BIG change, not just a move.
I won't lie, I've come to love living in Wellington, so close to everything and lots to see and do all the time.
I remember living out on the coast and commuting back and forth every day on the train, not exactly some of my fondest memories.
I wanted to be all supportive of her and happy for her but at the same time its really hard to be enthusiastic about that.
There are good things about living up the coast, closer to both out parents, cheaper flats etc.
There are bad things too, much longer commutes and expenses that go with that, so far away from town, friends etc.
I just think I have to get my head round the idea, it was all just a bit much for a Monday morning I think.

I know one thing, I love my girl, she loves me, and that's all that really matters to me.